WOW! I can't believe i forgot that i had a blog, or at least started a blog. Maybe i thought i wasn't that good at it so i quit. I don't know i can't really say. All that i know is that i am kind of glad that i did find it, but the way i found it is ironic. Here's how i found it.
Today i rediscovered my blog link in an old FB message while trying to reconnect with an old friend that was on my mind the last few days. So you try to reach out to them though the wonderful world of FB, you end up finding old messages between you and them, messages that you thought you deleted, or ended up getting deleted when they deleted as their friend. It's amazing that you can go back into an old FB messages and reread your old conversations between the two of you.
It's been 4 years since I've talked to this friend, and i am not sure why she has been in my thoughts and on my heart lately, but i when with my heart and tried to reach out to her to let her know that she had been placed on my heart and that i have been thinking of her. With the wonderful world of the ever changing FB you now can see if someone reads your messages so i know she has read it, now if she responds it's totally up to her, i won't force anyone to be my friend or in my life for that matter, but my heart is always open and will welcome anyone back into my life. I am the most forgiving person and care deeply for people, sometimes to much that i get emotionally hurt more times than i can count. As for now i will leave it as it is. She knows that i was thinking of her and that i am still alive. My life will go on if she chooses not to respond, i will continue to be who i am and love the ones that i do have in my life right now and choose to be in my life.
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